So you know what's really nice. Having people believe in you. Having people believe that you can be something better even when you fail and can't get into college and have to go to community college because you're a failure. That's a really nice feeling. And I may not have it from the majority of my family, but I have it from my companion and I have it from my teachers.
So the appeal was easier to get started than I thought it would be. I emailed my teachers about writing me a letter of rec and are like "Yeah, homie. We got you." And then my counselor was like "I'll do my thang for you because I believe in u." And that's great because my family is kinda like "You've already failed, why fail again, you piece of shit." I'm paraphrasing.
Ah well. The crying has stopped, but I always have to think about how perfect life would have been if I had gotten into Davis. It would have been perfect. Expensive, but perfect.
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