So part of me is like "Naw, who would want to bond with me at all ever." And then the other part is just "BUT THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS IN THE MOVIES IS THIS HAPPENING." And I don't know which side to be cautious of.
Like he could just want to be friend-bonding, but he could also be trying to relationship.
If he wanted to friend-bond, that would be great and I would be at ease and have my guard down and be best friends with him. But I don't totally trust that specifically with this guy because he's had three/four girlfriends since sophomore year and he just seems to be the biggest flirt who needs a female because he's bored or something. And I don't want to be with him because he's kinda mean to everyone indirectly and is so incredibly critical. I mean he's kinda nice looking and very smart and very nice to me, but he's an ass.
If he wanted to relationship, I'd have to make sure I'm being as stupid as possible and insure that he see's that I am an incredibly nice, incompetent person so he still wants to be friends after he considers me vile.
But I've never been in any situation like this before so I have literally no idea what I'm supposed to do. Ah. Why him though. Why couldn't it be...someone nice. I would totally have a crush on him if he...had a heart or feeling or apathy.
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